Yesterday I checked my numbers, as in the number of hits/visits I received in this last two weeks that I haven't blogged and the numbers although not the amazingly high numbers I'm used to having while actively blogging, they were high enough for me to feel the need to send out an apology or at least an explanation.
I am going to be completely honest with you, my readers. When I started this blog, it was a blog surrounding carnival and all things pertaining to it. But as I have come to the sad realization that I would not be going home for carnival 2011, the hunger wasn't there to consistently write about carnival. I, up to now have never given a real reason as to why DCARNIVALBABY will be sitting out T&T 2011 carnival and I think the time has come to just come out and say it.
After speaking things over with the family and close friends, the decision to not go Trinidad was because it just wouldn't be.............right (in my opinion) to indulge in the carnival the way I do while pregnant. Yes, the only reason, in the world besides death that would keep me from the carnival is because I am with child and as much as I go in hard, to do anything different from that would be a big waste of time and money for me.
So, now you know. There are times that I am just to sick to get to my computer and it almost kills me to get something out there that is post worthy. So I decided to just let you all know why the blog has been so inconsistent lately. Truth be told, the disgust of me missing the carnival as it's drawing nearer doesn't help the situation either, lol. But as time goes on things will pickup, just have some patience me.
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